Holy crap batman, an update.

Feb 16, 2009 13:23

*pulls the journal from the shelf of the closet...blows dust off, opens up...* Holy shit batman...Someone needs to like seriously punch me and say POST SOMETHING...anyhow..onward!

Sooo, September test results came out. Missed by 10 points. Got like 3 PNA points. Umm, met with Amelie on the 23rd of December and that i think was the most awkward meeting i've ever had with an ex. It wasn't just the fact that she was an ex. From the get go, she was on me about what i did during the underway to get into trouble, (writing Emails while on watch). And While I know she was trying to get me to straighten up..it's not her place anymore. at best she was at that point in time a very distant acquaintance who I rarely talked to. So we talk for about 10 minutes and All the while i'm looking desperately for a way to get out. Finally I get out of there and head home, a couple days later..i make the decision to remove her from the friends list on Facebook and AIM. a few days after that I get an IM from her with the whole "I can't believe you unfriended me" line of bs. and then the most passive aggressive line i've ever seen "Fine then, I'll just leave you alone" Thank you. Honestly if we ever talked more than once a week about anything of substance and if you honestly LISTENED to me when I said I hated it here in Virgina, you'd understand that I really honestly hate it here. Family life outside of my parents sucks, so there's nothing for me. So enough of that.

Just got back from ORSE, we got a BA (Below Average) on that inspection, thank you nuc land for screwin the pooch on that one. Prior to that, started talking to this girl from Facebook(sensing a pattern here?) So, started talking over Facebook, and AIM...then moved on to a massive ammount of TXT messages, and then finally up to phone calls. Then I worked up...well not really worked up the nerve, we all know how impulsive i can be sometimes...all the time. Drove up to Roanoke to see her. That was awesome, 5 hours of hang out time, then another 4 hour drive back, to stand duty. Then a week or so later went up and hung out with her and her roommates, shadowed her during classes, (She wants to be a doctor..I need me a sugah mama :) Finally decided we'd reached the boyfriend/girlfriend stage of the relationship..noticing another patter? I'm starting to slow down? Thank you Amelie, you actually did teach me something. Patience and deliberation are better than rushing and hoping for the best. The only obstacle we have now is Deployment coming up in May-Nov. Right now I'm sitting next to her while I type this...and she's scratching the back of my head...weird because i've never let anyone touch my hair, not even mom...Anyhow, Starting VMS school tomorrow. One step closer to qualifying QMOW (Shudder). Whoa this post has gotten long. Ah that thing that happend a year ago..done with. Captain pulled me into his stateroom back in September said "Not enough evidence and the kids kept changing their story so I'm going to drop all allegations against you" So I'm off the hook for that. Well i should probably stop ignoring Jennifer and figure out what we want to do for lunch. Later all.
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