Jan 23, 2006 12:45
So pretty much I haven't been doing anything lately. I've felt like shit since the last week of break, meaning I'm going on three weeks of being sick or sickly right about now. I'm feverish, it hurts to swallow (THERE GOES MY SOCIAL LIFE LOL), and I have been eating a fraction of what I usually do. So maybe this sickness will actually help me out? I haven't gone out more than once so far which means my wallet will weigh more...in addition to the lack of caloric intake from alcohol and beer. So maybe I have been doing myself favors for the semester? Oh well, hoepfully I'll be better soon so I can have some fun.
ABC Family daytime programming rocks my balls.
So in addition to the shitty schedule I put together (minimum hours + gaps in schedule = teh crap) I have been given even worse work hours. I close 6-9 on Monday and Thursday (NO MORE EARLY THURSDAYS!) in addition to an extra two hours shift (12:30-2:30) on Thursdays and 10-3 on Saturdays. Do the count yourself...thirteen hours a week. Oh yeah, and over the next two Saturdays I'll be picking up an extra three hours on Saturdays (hopefully). I need some theme music for the bars when I come home like "here comes the moneyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy." Oh yeah, on that note I finally broke a thousand dollars in my checking account. I'm pretty much a cash money millionaire now.
Some dumb bitch ruined my Refused "The Shape Of Punk To Come" DVD. If I see her again, she shall be killed. Granted it was only a burn, it still took me forever to find and actually have people to get it from. Fucking commies.
So pretty much I've realized a pattern in my life. I act like a bitch, then the wishful thinking hits (in one of many possible categories) and then I realize what the truth is...something that sends me back to acting like a bitch. The wishful thinking came this weekend while talking to one of my friends about...something. He was all like, "Yeah, you gotta keep it real and such. You know, go in and try." So maybe that was a rephrasing of mine, but it's essentially what I got out of the conversation. So after that today hit and while reading certain things, I've come to realize that some people are fucking hypocrites. I'm not going to name names or anything, but pretty much it's sent me back to feeling shitty. Oh well...I'll find something better sometime soon which should keep me happy for a day or two. And then it's back to this. At least there's that day or so.
But seriously, I can't complain. I've got the money, got the friends...there's no reason I should be too let down. Just gotta keep on living.