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my leather jacket is still the one perfect thing in this world. even if i dont feel cool to wear it at times it really does fit me like a glove.
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bullying sucks. it makes you everything yr not. you stand up for yrself to hide the nothingness. it really blows to get over. + i used to hate myself. it never did me any good. i just got worse and worse. thats why i dont respect it in anyone else these days; i can't respect it in mysel,f at all. it's time to get past all that. to rtea;lly exist in this world as a force of trying hard. to die trying. thats all.
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i'm trying to learn a lot abt computers right now. its not going so well. i just dont get it. i will tho. i will. but in the mean time i'm going to try to post my homwwork on here so all you all can see my progress. we'll see if it works.
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i just fucked the hell out of my neck slamming around my room to (of all things) mirah songs! i know. what kind of freak am i??? well... mirah songs can be interpreted in many different ways and i just happen to see them as death metal songs. *shrugs* whatever,
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i gotta lose weight again. its not about vain issues. its abt feeling good. like i can do the things i want to do. i dont wanna make excusses for myself. enough hidding.
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i still dream about you...
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bullying sucks. it makes you everything yr not. you stand up for yrself to hide the nothingness. it really blows to get over. + i used to hate myself. it never did me any good. i just got worse and worse. thats why i dont respect it in anyone else these days; i can't respect it in mysel,f at all. it's time to get past all that. to rtea;lly exist in this world as a force of trying hard. to die trying. thats all.
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i'm trying to learn a lot abt computers right now. its not going so well. i just dont get it. i will tho. i will. but in the mean time i'm going to try to post my homwwork on here so all you all can see my progress. we'll see if it works.
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i just fucked the hell out of my neck slamming around my room to (of all things) mirah songs! i know. what kind of freak am i??? well... mirah songs can be interpreted in many different ways and i just happen to see them as death metal songs. *shrugs* whatever,
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i gotta lose weight again. its not about vain issues. its abt feeling good. like i can do the things i want to do. i dont wanna make excusses for myself. enough hidding.
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i still dream about you...
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