becky, coming to new realizations about her art

Jan 15, 2004 10:03

because i never update since i started feeling guilty about pouring out my heart about certain people online, i thought i'd use my latest sketchbook entry (i have several sketchbooks where, during high school, i poured out all my rants and obsessions) for livejournal. i actually thought of this towards the end of writing it which kinda screwed me ( Read more... )

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karen subcolony January 15 2004, 11:20:25 UTC
bravo.

becky, you are more insightful and searching than i could ever hope to be. i love you. not every question has answers... in fact, most of the important ones don't at all. this isn't to say that you should stop questioning or be content with the status quo, but sometimes you need to be content with (or at least accepting of) the fact that you're never going to find an answer... and there is beauty and truth in that knowledge too.

p.s. dobie=doobie=me?

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becky:Re: karen subcolony January 15 2004, 12:28:15 UTC
haha, no. as much as i'd enjoy having an art crisis/transfering schools conference with you, my doobie, Bethann Dobie is one of my art teachers, and the chair of the BAFA dept.
I had a conference with her and my advisor (Linda Mitchell) during finals week, for like an hour, cause i wanted to skip Foundations and they were telling me why i couldn't. it turned into me telling them pretty much everything, including that i cried when i visited Alfred cause i felt trapped into it. everything except the dave side, so last night's thoughts began with me imagining how i would have done that.
and i love you, too!

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Jen subcolony January 15 2004, 16:52:46 UTC
I like this.

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becky:Re: Jen subcolony January 15 2004, 22:39:00 UTC
i'm glad

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becky:Re: Jen subcolony January 15 2004, 22:56:24 UTC
know what else you would have liked? the bar i went to with jennie matkov and her b/f tonight. thursdays are jazz night so we went to see the really awesome ensemble play. the owner's into spreading the music to the younger generation, so i guess that's why no one cared that we were underage. one day he even bought jennie and emily phillips (i think) drinks cause they were "being such good listeners." ha ha ( ... )

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Christine:Re: becky:Re: Jen subcolony January 17 2004, 20:22:44 UTC
Does this Ian have dread (sp?) locks? Is his brother named Matt? Actually I already pretty sure that he does have dread locks and his brother is named Matt...because I am a psychic! He's a really nice guy, I worked with them both the last few summers, although he has never offered me pot...I guess he must like you more than me....or you're just not supposed to smoke on the job....

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