Another Jason Dream
He was there again. However, this time it was a mixture of spirits. It was Jason. But, it was Mark at the same time. One moment, he resembled the physical features of the monster that I loved, and other times he looked like the hideous creature I grew up loving. He was there. He plagues me. We were in Mammoth. Everything always tends to occur in Mammoth. I think it was my mother's house. But, it didn't look like the house that she lived in now. But, I knew that it was. Even if it didn't physically resemble it during the occurrence, I knew that it was it. I only remember bits and pieces of the dream now. Contorted and not pleasurable. I know that.
I remember him trying to stick a piece of pink paper to me. A rounded piece of pink paper. I remember getting really angry with him. And then things got physical. Physical and violent like they used to get with Jason. The first time I was seriously hurt. He left me there, lying on the floor, gasping for air. And then he left. Out in the cold. Trampling the snow. I was ready for him the next time. In my dream it appeared that he stayed away for a couple of days. I was in the living room, looking at the door, waiting for his approach. He tried to tackle me. I was quicker than I had been previously. I was able to hit him and kick him. I maneuvered him into a position where he was unable to get out of. I had him. But, then I let him go. I could have killed him. I could have seriously hurt him. But, I let him go.
I remember seeing Danny. In my dream he was hanging out at the neighbors house. I have no idea why this is. No clue at all. I just remember feeling hatred for him at that moment. I despised him and wanted to spit on him from the upper story window. Misplaced aggression? It is a possibility. Or maybe I just really hate him...
I know that wasn't all of it. I just can't seem to get the fragments in my head straight and cohesive. Everything is scattered and I can't seem to focus on the main points. But, that is what happens upon waking.
I wonder what it all could mean...