Ok. so, fuck it.

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I had more fun last night then should be allowed

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[scarlet_lover]

I wished you two only the best. I am one of Brians ex's, and I am sure you have heard of me as the conniving little bitch that killed Brian inside more than once. He made me feel like you do now. I wanted the best for him, but he was more interested in seeing his friends than he was in seeing me, he even saw MY "best" friend more than he saw me, and for stupid reasons, like "she feels bad". I wanted to see that he wouldn't do the same thing to another person, and when I read that you were engaged to be married, I thought maybe he would realize that women need love too. He has always preferred friends over lovers it seems. I am really truly sorry this didn't work out. Despite not being around Brian for over 2 years, I still care a great bit for him, and still think of him sometimes, although he is finally starting to fade. I want you to know there is a Mr. Right out there, I met my Mr. Right when Brian decided friends were more important. Please don't feel bad about Brian. He just hasn't quite gotten to that level of understanding yet.

this is my new screenname.

[vapidintuition]

Its weird, you know.. I really appreciate you writing this. It does help. Thank you.

I'm fairly certain Brian will keep doing this until he finally figures it out. I wish him and his new fiance the best. I wish it didnt happen the way it did, but I am now glad that it did happen. I can see now that being with brian wasnt what was best for me. It was great, at that moment.. but, now that its over, I see all the things I wish I would have seen before.

Also, I wonder if anyone will ever realize that He's using livejournal as a source for meeting new girls. Thats how he met me, thats how he met his ex before me, I'm not sure if thats how he met you, but its also how he met his current girl.

anyways.. again, thank you. hearing from you makes me feel better. we should start up a brians ex support group or something. he really seems to do a number on us all.

-Andrea

Re: this is my new screenname.

[scarlet_lover]

That actually sounds like it would be fun. Brian didn't meet me on LiveJournal, but it was on the internet. what all did he tell you about me, if anything. He was the one that stole my virginity from me. Then he ended up dating my friend Mandy (don't know if he told you about her either). Needless to say Mandy and I are no longer friends, but yes, he will keep doing this. I just wonder how far along he will string this new girl.

hmm..

[vapidintuition]

welp, it seems he dates alot of girls from the internet then. I didnt know he dated mandy, I know they're friends still.. I think thats the same mandy. She's on his friendslist or something. she seemed pretty nice.

I dont think he said anything specifically about you. He said things about his past girlfriends, but not very often, and I tried not to listen, because I really dont like it when people talk about ex's. I dont intend on talking negatively about Brian, and I hope he doesn speak negatively of me. I wish him the best of luck with his new girl.

I hope he doesnt do what he did to me (and apparently you) to this one though. I really hope he doesnt.

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[scarlet_lover]

Yes, that is the same Mandy. I only talk about the negative things he did to me, but I still think of the good times, and must remind myself why we are no longer together. The reason I still read was because I wanted to find some good in him. He did horrible things to me, and to my website. He posted some of the nastiest things on there I have ever seen. But nonetheless, I still, over 2 years later, have feelings for him, and wish I could talk to him, but heaven forbid I should do something like that. He would practically kill me, and everything would start over again. I didn't want him to hurt another girl, and I don't want him to anymore. I want to see some good in him.