I'm sorry.

I'll stop avoiding people now. I love you all.

I'm sorry. I've been avoiding you, which I am sure you are far too aware of by now. It's not anything you did, I promise. I've been afraid you would notice... I've been here too long and it hurts, but if I'm not here I can't be with Stephie. And everything she's feeling is my fault, so I have to be with her. I was afraid you would send me ( Read more... )

I spent the morning feeling like I was turning inside out.

Remind me. Remind me why I should stay. Please. I need help.

hi, baby. and everyone else. fingers are starting to hurt now because of stupi fingerscrews. And nother things are startinf as well. which I'm not going to go in to unless you already know. hopeully that'll take a few days to progress... so I'm here in the hospital because i t hurts too much to be acnywhere else. and I have bandages in ( Read more... )