Apr 13, 2008 15:30
i'm still a kid. i love being a kid. but things that go on right now...school, the future being what i make of this next year &a half...it's forcing to think ahead. and make the memories of a carefree life onlyy memories.
wtf? when did this happen??
i like life, but i used to love it. and i'm going to whatever it takes to get back.
these might as well be myy "gloryy days" that i'm gonna tell myy grandkids about. or something.
i gotta make this shit worthwhile. i gotta step up and find that inner happyy place again.
can't wait until summer. these last three days have been hot as hell, and it's making me want summer to come even more. (= something about this sunshine and happiness just makes me go WOAH! helloooo life.
if i can survive the rest of this month and mayy [[all the SAT, AP testing shit!]]...i can survive anything!