Work >; (
I really do not want to work. I despise going to work everyday. I do not want to work this shitty 12-6 shift. Only one 15 minute break, sigh!! I'm exhausted, I don't know if I'ma make it! Plus my eyes are FUCKED up. I wish I could get a job that I actually liked. It's hard to get jobs & ones that pay good with a better working environment. I don't know where to work really. But this whole drug test thing is annoying! Lol. I'm scared to try to get a job that does that... blah! Anyone know any remedies that acutally work?! Oh well.
I am sooo tired. I just went out wit Chandra & Kathy last night.. just chilled. I hate cigarette smokers! Lol. This shit kills my eyes, that's why they hurting. I don't want to put my contacts in. Anyways, I got home at like 2 and to bed around 3.. but my aunt is here to visit & her and my mom are real loud, especially in the morning!! Annoying!
& I wanna' eat my french toasst ; ( but I'm waiting for the powdered sugar. Mmmm. Hungry!
I miss my baby ; ( I wish we was together today. He's at home working so he has money to buy me my LONG OVERDUE birthday presents, haha. I'm so scared to see what Christmas is going to be like this year ; \\. Eric, how do you feel on that topic? Is it going to be as bad as this whole bday experience?
Vanessa aka dezireddiva said this song ( Mario - Let Me Love You ) was addicting, and yes it definitely is. It is too cute, calming.. beautiful. But, I saw the video today & I was mad. I hate when songs I like come out on video & played on the radio because that means EVERYONE will be listening to it & play it out!
Anyways, let me go because I need to get my hair done & shit.
& Eric, I miss you too much! I can't wait until Tuesday just to spend 3 small hours with you, but that will make me smile more than anything. I love you, xox!
Adios!
I am sooo tired. I just went out wit Chandra & Kathy last night.. just chilled. I hate cigarette smokers! Lol. This shit kills my eyes, that's why they hurting. I don't want to put my contacts in. Anyways, I got home at like 2 and to bed around 3.. but my aunt is here to visit & her and my mom are real loud, especially in the morning!! Annoying!
& I wanna' eat my french toasst ; ( but I'm waiting for the powdered sugar. Mmmm. Hungry!
I miss my baby ; ( I wish we was together today. He's at home working so he has money to buy me my LONG OVERDUE birthday presents, haha. I'm so scared to see what Christmas is going to be like this year ; \\. Eric, how do you feel on that topic? Is it going to be as bad as this whole bday experience?
Vanessa aka dezireddiva said this song ( Mario - Let Me Love You ) was addicting, and yes it definitely is. It is too cute, calming.. beautiful. But, I saw the video today & I was mad. I hate when songs I like come out on video & played on the radio because that means EVERYONE will be listening to it & play it out!
Anyways, let me go because I need to get my hair done & shit.
& Eric, I miss you too much! I can't wait until Tuesday just to spend 3 small hours with you, but that will make me smile more than anything. I love you, xox!
Adios!