Oo boy I love ya, you know I need ya, can't live without ya........

Oct 19, 2004 14:03

What a day. It's ugly outside. I'm not motivated to do anything, except think.

I don't know how to explain my love to anyone else. I know how to make it look the worst, I know how to cry about it, I know how to complain about it, yet I don't know how to put the beauty of it into words.

What can I really say? Eric and I have been together for over three & a half years, and I could never be with another. He is just so amazing to me, there's always something about him that I find to smile about.

We have definitely been through it, I will admit. Him & I don't exactly have good times, all of the time. We argue, get frustrated....... etc., it's so hard to live far from eachother. I know it'd be a different world if we were close, but we're not, so we just live with it. I'm hoping that we both soon realize things about eachother & learn to adjust, because they are things that won't and can't be changed. The things that can be changed, will be, if we are willing, if we want the best for our relationship.

What you all don't know about us is how perfect we really are. I'm so serious. He has been here for me from day one, through EVERYTHING. He has been there to pick me up when I'm so low that I can't even see the sunshine. He tries to make me smile, make me feel good about being me, and makes me want to live another day. I've never in my life had a friend like him. If I lost him in my life, I would not be anywhere. I need him so much. I could never show the amount of love I have for him, but I hope he knows.

There is never a moment when I don't think about him and I. I cannot wait to start my future, with him. ( I know baby, I shouldn't think about the future, but I can't help it! I want you there. ) He is the only thing in my life that I know I can really count on. Don't get me wrong, I'm very independant in what I do with my life, I know that if it comes down to it, I need to be able to support myself, and I can. I don't need anyone to help me in that area. But when it comes to my heart, it's Eric's, regardless. No one will ever take it away from him or me. No one can take away what we have. It is too strong. I hope we both realize that what we have is irreplaceable & never let stupid things come in between, because in the end, it's not worth it.

I dedicate everything I do in my life to him. I love him so much.

You're the best friend anyone could ever ask for. You mean the entire world to me & more. You are my backbone & the reason I breathe. You are my heart, my soul & my life. I hope nothing ever separates us like it has in the past. Forever began on that day in March, but eternity begins today. I love you with all of my heart & I always will.

I love you, I really, truly, honestly do. Where ever I go in life, you will always be in my heart & hopefully in my arms. Please don't ever stray away from me.

Laura & Eric
March 02, 2001

The chronicles of us began
& no one will ever take that away from us
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