how about a 5,700 failed word vomit a.k.a deleted scenes instead. my blood and soul. trolollololololo. thanks for reading and commenting and being frustrated, o, new LJ username.
gull, i know that feeling. what is lj mobile. so fail. really.
................. dats right. let me ask like eight more people. maybe they're interested. meanwhile, have an excerpt of such deleted scene, featuring tao without his wushu stick;
chanyeol blinks as he stares to his empty locker.
his black and white limited edition vans, the new pair he bought before the press conference, are gone.
it’s only been two days since they took his favorite conv―
▲▼
exo has a free day off, and they use the rare opportunity to either sleeping (joonmyun and kyungsoo), sleeping and eating all the junk food available (yixing and minseok), and reading (kris). tao prefers to go shopping, and he shyly asks chanyeol to accompany him. chanyeol instantly says yes because he needs a pair of new, less fancy shoes to go to school.
“hyung,” tao begins hesitantly as they stroll around the first floor of seoul’s largest shopping mall, “you don’t smile much nowadays.”
ryeowook-sshi with jongwoon-sshi are a couple of steps ahead of them, and tao is looking at chanyeol with genuinely worried-curious eyes.
chanyeol is panicking for a split second, because a) that was unpredictable; coming from tao, of all people and b) is he really smiling less as days go by? now that’s something he needs to recheck because a) he doesn’t want any more people to notice his out of character-ness and b) it’s a proof that the bullying is succeeded to ruin his mental while he has sworn that he can handle it it’s alright he just has to endure for four more months before the contract between him and kris ends―
“hyung?” tao squeezes their entwined hands, he looks so sad. why is he looking so sad like that?
when chanyeol tries to stretch his mouth to form a smile, it feels so damn foreign that even he realizes he must be looking so ugly right now. maybe the girls who bully him are right; he’s ugly when he smiles, when he blinks, when he nods, when he talks, when he―
“don’t be silly,” chanyeol flicks tao’s forehead. “hyung is studying real hard, taonda, don’t forget i’m going to be a university student soon!” he tries to sound playful but again, his voice sounds so annoying.
the girls are right.
“are you sure?” tao is so precious with his feline eyes and soft voice, worrying over the unworthy me, chanyeol thinks. he lifts the corners of his mouth to grin, well, he hopes so, but tao’s sad face doesn’t falter. in fact, tao begins nibbling on his bottom lip and looking away.
those are usually the signs when exo’s maknae is thisclose to cry, from what chanyeol has learned whenever kris is raising his voice and whenever exo is having a scary movie night.
chanyeol hasn’t really mastered the art of calming down an emotional hwang zitao (that’s minseok-hyung’s job), so he just keeps walking hand in hand with the younger boy.
then suddenly tao is using the sleeve of his cloud printed t-shirt to wipe at his face, and that’s when chanyeol takes him to a secluded spot and awkwardly helps wiping the tears off using his own sleeves.
tao hiccups, “h-hyung don’t lietome...”
chanyeol doesn’t respond to that. doesn’t know how.
how about a 5,700 failed word vomit a.k.a deleted scenes instead. my blood and soul. trolollololololo.
thanks for reading and commenting and being frustrated, o, new LJ username.
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.... 5.700 words of deleted scenes WHAT. WHAT EVEN. Post it, mah friend. Or else I'll send you the wrath of Tao's wushu stick.
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................. dats right. let me ask like eight more people. maybe they're interested. meanwhile, have an excerpt of such deleted scene, featuring tao without his wushu stick;
chanyeol blinks as he stares to his empty locker.
his black and white limited edition vans, the new pair he bought before the press conference, are gone.
it’s only been two days since they took his favorite conv―
▲▼
exo has a free day off, and they use the rare opportunity to either sleeping (joonmyun and kyungsoo), sleeping and eating all the junk food available (yixing and minseok), and reading (kris). tao prefers to go shopping, and he shyly asks chanyeol to accompany him. chanyeol instantly says yes because he needs a pair of new, less fancy shoes to go to school.
“hyung,” tao begins hesitantly as they stroll around the first floor of seoul’s largest shopping mall, “you don’t smile much nowadays.”
ryeowook-sshi with jongwoon-sshi are a couple of steps ahead of them, and tao is looking at chanyeol with genuinely worried-curious eyes.
chanyeol is panicking for a split second, because a) that was unpredictable; coming from tao, of all people and b) is he really smiling less as days go by? now that’s something he needs to recheck because a) he doesn’t want any more people to notice his out of character-ness and b) it’s a proof that the bullying is succeeded to ruin his mental while he has sworn that he can handle it it’s alright he just has to endure for four more months before the contract between him and kris ends―
“hyung?” tao squeezes their entwined hands, he looks so sad. why is he looking so sad like that?
when chanyeol tries to stretch his mouth to form a smile, it feels so damn foreign that even he realizes he must be looking so ugly right now. maybe the girls who bully him are right; he’s ugly when he smiles, when he blinks, when he nods, when he talks, when he―
“don’t be silly,” chanyeol flicks tao’s forehead. “hyung is studying real hard, taonda, don’t forget i’m going to be a university student soon!” he tries to sound playful but again, his voice sounds so annoying.
the girls are right.
“are you sure?” tao is so precious with his feline eyes and soft voice, worrying over the unworthy me, chanyeol thinks. he lifts the corners of his mouth to grin, well, he hopes so, but tao’s sad face doesn’t falter. in fact, tao begins nibbling on his bottom lip and looking away.
those are usually the signs when exo’s maknae is thisclose to cry, from what chanyeol has learned whenever kris is raising his voice and whenever exo is having a scary movie night.
chanyeol hasn’t really mastered the art of calming down an emotional hwang zitao (that’s minseok-hyung’s job), so he just keeps walking hand in hand with the younger boy.
then suddenly tao is using the sleeve of his cloud printed t-shirt to wipe at his face, and that’s when chanyeol takes him to a secluded spot and awkwardly helps wiping the tears off using his own sleeves.
tao hiccups, “h-hyung don’t lietome...”
chanyeol doesn’t respond to that. doesn’t know how.
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can I sob in a corner sigh
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troollololololo.
if you want to talk, i have a lame space here: http://stupidrhapsody.livejournal.com/85455.html so you dun have to come back to this fic over and over again.
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trolololololololololo.
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