STUPIDEST WEEK EVER
not really. i've had worse actually, but this week was rough. so much shit went down; can you say "not fair?" golly. but as always, things do have a way of working themselves out, and they, for the most part, have, quite to my satisfaction. but you know what sucks? when at first things seem to really be working out, since what's happening is actually solving part of your problem, and you end up feeling better, but then just a little later you realize that once again, you've totally been let down. and it's really no one person's fault; you're the antagonist as much as the victim, and part of it is just bad timing and questionable circumstance, so there's no one to blame, and on the grand scale, it probebly IS for the best, but for this moment, you're just sad. and there's nothing you can do about it, because reversing the working out will do anything but make it all ultimately better, but doing nothing feels like shit. but i guess that sometimes in life you just have to feel like shit. but i hate that.