May 20, 2005 22:45
alright well its been 4 days,well i guess 3 really if u don't count tuesday night,since ive talked or heard from the jeff boy.(the 19 yr old i talked about last entry)its annoyin not hearin anything from him after 3 days but i know his computer was broke and we were both stupid to not exchange phone numbers so i guess im just shit out of luck. im hopein soon tho he will contact me some how bc i would really like to hang out with him again and see if maybe we could start a relationship. he seemed to like me alot. i keep thinkin that he got back with hes ex(the one that called and ruined the mood) i mean we talked about how long weve been single and thats how i found out about the ex cheatin on him(with his best friend...and hes not mad at the best friend! bullshit)and he said that he hasn't had a gf since december...december is long enough time to get over someone...unless they were together for a long time b4 that but still...i want this boy now so its my turn not hers. ill just have to wait it out tho. maybe someday he'll show up at work or maybe up to nothin fancy. i keep tellin myself "hes only 19 so don't be hurt if u never see or hear from him again" and im not hurt about not hearin from him since tuesday im more annoyed and my mind is overwhelmed with thinkin "is he ever gonna get online? is he ever gonna call me? will i ever get the chance to date him?" so im annoyed that i didn't give him my number...but...i know one of these days he'll get online and if we plan on hangin out again ill just be sure to give him my number!
anyways....i got a busy weekend ahead of me. tomorrow jens havein a party for jrs birthday which was the 19th. then after that i gotta go to amandas bc sunday she has a horse show and im goin with her. which is goin to take all day. but im gonna shave my legs and hopefully get a nice tan!
right now im sittin at the dining room table on my labtop bc i got my wireless card in the mail today so now i can go anywhere with my labtop around the house! hopefully it will work good outside so then i can let boomer run around and get a tan during the day!but right now im gonna watch tv and prolly go to bed! ill be back im sure! buh byez!