Nov 20, 2003 11:18
I got this horroscope the day me and Sean became official, and although i dont put much stock in astrology i thought ut was eerily accurate.
Your Daily Horoscope for November 17, 2003
Dear sonia,
If you aren't currently romantically involved, sonia, don't be surprised if romance comes your way today, perhaps in your near neighborhood. Even if you are involved, you'll probably make a new friend. You're likely to meet someone special outside, in the open air, close to a crowd of people. Therefore, this is definitely not a good day to stay within walls, even if the weather's bad. Get out and see what the Universe has in store for you.
This one is for today, and i really hope it holds as true as the past few have been turning out... it would be greatto get thru my laundry list of things to do..
Your Daily Horoscope for November 20, 2003
Dear sonia,
You might find yourself more energetic than you have in a long time, sonia. It's the perfect day to get busy with tasks, projects and housework. You'll find that you will breeze through most things in no time, and enjoyably at that. Resist any temptation to procrastinate! If you put things off for another day, you'll miss out on the cosmic support that is available to you. Make a list of things to get done and just get started. You'll be done before you know it!
I also wanted to let all my people here on lj know the real way me and Sean came to be a couple, which is not the story that was told at the GUTS meeting yesterday (although that was a cute episode on the way to becoming us).
So, to be honest at first me and Sean were just friends. Then things changed alittle but we were still mostly just friends. Then one day Sean's friend Kristin came to visit him. Kristin is very important to Sean and he had been waiting along time to see her. Well during her visit she asked to meet me, because he had been telling her about me on the phone. So we met and hung out alil in his room and when i left Kristin judged that i was a very nice and sweet girl, and that she liked me, which is a huge deal because Kristin doesnt like any girls. This got Sean thinking about me differently. He began to see me as more than just a friend, he began to see al my good qualities(it sounds weird for me to be saying i have good qualities, sounds so... arogant, but its part of the story) especially how sweet i was to him, how supportive and how much i really did like him. i did like him alot, but i was convinced that he didnt see me the way i saw him and was beginning to give up on the idea of an us. But he started speaking to me alil differntly, he began to make up satories about how it would be if we went out, or got married or had children. He began to be so happy when i was around, and we started talking about the possibility of us being together. there was lot to consider of course, and it may sound weird that we talked about it, but to make the transistion from the way things used to be seemed like a huge step and niether of us knew what was the right thing to do.
Anyway, this weekend i had to go home to prepare for my road test, and during that time, i believe sunday night, Sean looked through my yearbook, and sylvi was sharing some stories about our experiences in moving to another state and the difficulties we had at first. I had told him bits and pieces, but i get easily depressed when i think about my past so i dont talk about it much... anyways, while looking through my yearbook he realised that he missed me, that he wanted me there with him, that he wanted to know everything there was to know about me. He called me that night and we talked for hours and on the phone we decided that we both wanted to be together.. that was in the wee hours of the morning on monday. The "hat" story that has been circulating was an event that happend the friday night before i went home. its a progression. he had the feeling that we should go out, but it was his realization looking through my yearbook that he wanted to know everyting about me that made it happen. I already wanted to be with him, i can honestly say for at least a month now, and it makes me incredibly happy that i have someone as wonderful as him in my life. so even though we've only been "going out" for officially 4 days, there has been a connection for so much longer. I thank his friend Kristin for opening up his eyes to me, because without her i would have given up on having this wonderful man in my life.
i heart him