:-P

Dec 07, 2004 21:21

its snooooooowwwwwy outtt :-) thats kind of cool. i love the snow, i just hate having a shitty car to drive in it with. my car will probably kill me. hahah its okay though, i'd be proud. actually i love the shadow. it makes everything fun.

but sometimes i think it would be cool to live in a place without snow. i dont know though.... i dont think i could ever really make that decision... to move so far away to a really hot place :-( without snow!

ehh early release tomorrow. blah. i dont even care if i have school or not anymore, i just hate waking up so early. whattteevvaa though. i know i will miss all of this while its gone. gotta have fun, right? before you have to step into the real world...

i decided against thinking about my future from now on. until it happens, that is. and by "future", i mean, after highschool. it freaks me out, i fear what my life will be at that point, and i fear that i'll lack everything that used to be fun back in nashua. eh.. but then again i cant stay stuck in highschool my whole life. the thing is, i just dont want to waste this prime point in my life where i should be having as much fun as possible, worrying about the life of work that i am going to lead.

highschools meant for fun. and if its not fun, then yo' fucked up kid.

like WHEATON would say "If you're not having fun, you're doing the WRONG THING."

so im pretty sure, if i lose track of everything i've already planned for my future, and simply live by the roots of fun again (which i never lost) my future will be fun. yeeeppp.

and that stupid anonymous motherfucker from washington better stop posting on my journal. if they think that they can convince me to change the way i live, they better realize that their efforts are pretty pathetic and meaningless. and if they think that im naive, they better just realize that im having fun.

:-) it starts. again.
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