Dec 05, 2004 15:47
today so far has been crap first bryson and stafford fone me and wakes me up so i just hung up cause he hasnt talked to me in a while and plus they were hyper and i wasnt in the mood mj thinks im gonna fuk him and is well up for it as ive been told im ill meh and everyone is out so im vvvv bored i was trying to catch up onb some sleep today as i havent had a proper nights sleep since blink (where i met the one and only jamie :D)im just not in the mood recently since everyone is getting guys and its usually me that is so now im feeling like everyone else was like when i was meeting all these great guys meh i think i just burst a glow stick while i was bitting it oh well shit happens just added mj on msn not talking though is on the phone aparently i told jamie i liked him last night he didnt take it so well he wasnt talking that much and i was just agreeing with everything i sed so i think i blew my chances everyone is in a weird mood todays its really kinda worrying i think its just we all have our problems right now as we always do at christmas time thats why we all hate it but the only thing we dont hate is getting pressies i have deff burst a glow stick in my mouth yuck i dnt feel so good i tastes so horrible good why is everyone all of a sudden everyone who didnt talk to me on msn is talking to me cause my name says meh life SUCKS on msn god people are so nosy i just havent noticed it before i dont mind my close friends asking but i hate it when its people you dont really talk to or people you hate but you have just added them for the sake of it jamie just came on only for 2 secs though and wad being really scary probs hyper hes coming on later ill talk to the strange boy then lol im gonna stop typing now cause its getting very boring talk to yas soon