just for the record
anonymous
June 5 2008, 13:02:01 UTC
and you know all this, because of phone calls that explained what was going on and so on the first moment I had between sleeping working and not being able to do anything but cry. But the internet doesn't and I kinda feel sad the things are getting misrepresented in your blog (even though i know its abotu how you feel not a hostorical document but that most of the time you seem to just write about being sad confused or getting to drunk or not getting that drunk, that and dreams). I like how you write but like surely there are lots of good and exciting things to write about and investing time and creativity in recording them will attract more of them into your life. hahah thanks Rhona Byrne.
For the record - Dave's not so recent ex (its nearly a year now) did not want him back and does not want him back. As far as I understand she just felt a bit like everything she does around everyone else is pretending and he's the only person she felt at home with, but she doesnt understand him, doesnt like any of his friends, and heaps of other things, that arnt any of the internets business. She never said anything about wanting him back, that was just your guess work.
Dave wasnt deliberately cryptical he was just fitting in all he could as best he could in text message formatt straight away and then went into details when he was able to a couple of days later.
There was no physical hooking up. Or anythign to suggest there might have been.
Also Dave was not your "boyfriend" till a few days ago
Dave is a good guy, and should not be a recorded only as a source of confusion.
And also he still doesnt know if you like the postcard (that was really hard to find and is actually an antique collectable he ordered esphesially after a really really long search), or the hand (something tangable, able to be touched, you touch things with your hands...)
Kaitlain!!! people who care about you read this thing for an insight into your life and feelings.
For the record - Dave's not so recent ex (its nearly a year now) did not want him back and does not want him back. As far as I understand she just felt a bit like everything she does around everyone else is pretending and he's the only person she felt at home with, but she doesnt understand him, doesnt like any of his friends, and heaps of other things, that arnt any of the internets business. She never said anything about wanting him back, that was just your guess work.
Dave wasnt deliberately cryptical he was just fitting in all he could as best he could in text message formatt straight away and then went into details when he was able to a couple of days later.
There was no physical hooking up. Or anythign to suggest there might have been.
Also Dave was not your "boyfriend" till a few days ago
Dave is a good guy, and should not be a recorded only as a source of confusion.
And also he still doesnt know if you like the postcard (that was really hard to find and is actually an antique collectable he ordered esphesially after a really really long search), or the hand (something tangable, able to be touched, you touch things with your hands...)
Kaitlain!!! people who care about you read this thing for an insight into your life and feelings.
bbrrrg
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