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so its 11:40 on sunday, i did nothin today. jsust church , well last nite we picked up family from CO at airport went to aunts then went to dinner, thenn tina met me at rocketstar then we went to courtneys, then i went home and anna caleld os we went over 2 charlies.which was cool cuz its lie a house with 8 guys and there all so awesome, but i must say i like charlie the mosst, deerrick is cool too, we switched sweaters :) mine was a tad to small on him haha , i got drunk, ya kno,im confused on how i can take so much 5 oclock striaght,k like 9 shots and im fine, like i got dizzy and slurred but i wasnt totally fucked up and ddint trow upa t all.. hmm. everyone went to bed around 5:30 but me adn chrlie stayed up, we put condoms on people doors., it was fun. today in church i ended up crying, whichh i promised myself i wouldnt, but eveyone was like"im sorry for your loss she wa sa wonderfull women.." and balh blah but i was inbetween to of my lovlies at church, elllen and torey, and they held my hand and torey wiped away my tears, I love them soo much. if all friends could be like that, it would be so hott.people are ANNOYING me. tits liek.. "Stop talking..." i just wana say that sumtimes or."i dont care so shut the fuck up" ya know?i havent done any homework or reports or labs in a week and a half, i cant stop thinkin about like life and death and friends during class, which is bad, buti guess after the funreal it might be easier.i have a boring week ahead..well i guess i should go read hamlet..? <3me