Nov 03, 2004 16:49
so
had a HORRIBLE day at school 2 day, everyone was beina bitch and grr then got sent out 4 block for speaking my mind.
i talked to my grandma last nite for a long time just for fun, she wasnt feeling well so we didnt go out 2 dinner. i was upset. so she told me 2 call her after school 2 day so we could go out:) . i was soo happy cuz i miss her i havent seen her for lie 5 days all day it kept me happy thinkin i was going out to lunch with her. i got home saw her car in the drivway . i was like hmm so i guess shes well enuf to drive now:) all happy. walk inside. and my dads home. thats the weirdest thing cuz hes always at work till like 10. my dad says..we have bad news.." i didnt see my grandma so i ran to my room started screaming and ttrowin stuff, im soo mad . i need her right now, she makes my worries go away, but no, heaven took her away. i cant believe it. i was looking so forward to seeing her. im just so upset. i told rachel cuz she knows all my family and my grandma forever too. and she came over and layed with me which was so nice. i dont know what to do. i just want all this bad stuff to go away.. i want her by my side:(
ill go give my guinea pig a bath now.