The whole world went to shit. THe world exploded into shit. Dave left and moved to colorado, with his cat Sushi. Jake was gone in Myrtle Beach the whole time. Kyle said lots of very mean things to me and decided that he doesn't like me anymore. So he's not talking to me and neither is Ryan but I'm really not sure why with the Ryan thing. Even ( Read more... )

Going to that "party" that i didn't know was going to be a party kind of disturbed me. No it really disturbed me. It was because of nights like that that I stopped smoking pot for so long. It was strange, the people and the dynamics between each of us was unlike anything I've really experienced before. There was a maturity, but only in our ( Read more... )

I feel like the snowstorm was a medical procedure
Like a hospital's process, 
I learned in progress and learned of heartlessness, 
sucess in patience, i was a patient 
and the snowflakes that piled up
were like the hours of anesthesia that brought me home.

It was a successful operation implanting happiness in the form of hypothermia.
I've found a name ( Read more... )

Well friends come and go, bringing to mind an old metaphor Brett once used. I will sapre you the details, the main idea is that things are extremely temporary. Friends come and go, bonds are made and broken everyday. Things change over night. 
You meet new people and lose old ones, friendships and romances appear and disappear, and even though it ( Read more... )

Today is Shannon's birthday, i got the sweetest present but i cant write about it because i ahven't given it to her yet!!!
She also broke things off with Kyle last night. I think this is also something i think i cant write about at this point. But this is for reference and chronicle, so for the record, it happened. THat way in a month or a year we ( Read more... )

I had one of the best days yesterday. 
I did things that i had been looking forward too, like shopping and being with my family and seeing people i love. 
More importantly, i became completely aware of my own happiness. Well, i'm content, to say the least. Things aren't exactly perfect, how can they ever be, but life is truly enjoyable. I dont even ( Read more... )

Today is Kyle's birthday. Yesterday, lots of things changed. I would not necessarily say they are back to normal, because things are different, but things are also much better. Kyle and I fought for good reasons, and we may have said alot of shit, but in the long run, whether what he said was true or not, it made me into a better person. Or atleast ( Read more... )

So there we were, all of us layered beyond believe. Three or four pairs of pants, long johns, sweaters, hoodies, pajama pants, snow boots, two pairs of gloves, hats, scarves. We stood there bundled like third graders, upon the brink of the white hills in the night. I shined my flashlight like a beacon across the great hills and into the sky. We ( Read more... )

today there was an ice storm, and i woke up at 7 oclock to take my car to get a new front bumper. It was way too earyl and way too icy. 
I NEED TO STOP BEING SO MOTHER FUCKING INTENSE. Intense meaning excessive. Intense meaning not chill. Intense meaning impatient. Intense meaning selfish. Intense meaning irresponisble, immature, inflexible and ( Read more... )