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I didn't work out today. I hate when I miss a day, it really fucks me up. ....instead I drank like 6 or 7 glasses of wine over a period of many hours--but maintained a high state all afternoon and into the evening (even now).
I just weighed in at 118. YUCK!!!
Fuck me!!! I'm going to keep on track!!....tomorrow I'll do 45 min running, 20 minutes biking, my weight machine routine and my free weights and abs, etc workout.
I must stick to it.... I can't screw up again. 18 pounds to lose... ei-yie-yie!!! I gained nearly 10 pounds very recently. Fuck me!!
Lose, lose, lose!! Fuck me!!! Why do I eat when I'm not hungry??? Why?? Why??? Fuck me!!!
I just weighed in at 118. YUCK!!!
Fuck me!!! I'm going to keep on track!!....tomorrow I'll do 45 min running, 20 minutes biking, my weight machine routine and my free weights and abs, etc workout.
I must stick to it.... I can't screw up again. 18 pounds to lose... ei-yie-yie!!! I gained nearly 10 pounds very recently. Fuck me!!
Lose, lose, lose!! Fuck me!!! Why do I eat when I'm not hungry??? Why?? Why??? Fuck me!!!