Sep 30, 2004 14:17
These assholes----wow... you think that you're paying them enough. I've been waiting all morning for this one contractor to finish her job. The point is that when I agreed to use her--she said that she'd agree to have it finished by either yesterday afternoon, or if I wanted to make any changes (which of course I did)--at the latest before noon today. Now it's 2:21pm....
I didn't have a chance to exercise this morning and now I feel like I've lost my momentum. I had planned on noon---I said to myself, "okay, you'll drink your coffee around 7am, do some paperwork and make your phone calls until 11:30am and then you'll head over to the woman-under-scrutiny's office, pay her, pick up the project and then do your exercise routine.
Well, wouldn't you know it didn't happen like that. .....you see, what I've found about leading yourself and having a lot of "free time" in between projects is that you NEED to give yourself structure. For me, it's a must---I've seen what happens when I don't go by a schedule---last time I gained 10lbs in 2 months.
So.... I don't necessarily appreciate when someone screws that up.
But then again, I've been telling myself, "at least she'll have it done before Friday---so that I can send it to the buyer before the close of the week"..... and when I think about it----the real reason (I mean truly---although this is not so easy to admit--because I'd rather be more concerned about the business) that I'm peeved is because I didn't exercise and now I'm feeling lazy/sluggish and afraid that I'll skip it today.
AM/or early afternoon is the best time to get sweaty.... so what am I going to do now.... maybe I should kick myself off this chair and go.... I'm sitting here in my workout clothes ready to go.
...I'll go in a minute OKAY!!
//////////*****Procrastination is the route of all everyday stress*****and yet I'm still sitting here*****//////////////