portland
Well yesterday I went up to Portland with matt, Nate, Christopher, Alex, and Cody. Of course this is the same Cody that I was talking about on Friday night and I felt stupid for not making a move then. Well for the first 95% of the trip I had Gabe in the car cause we were taken him home there by Portland. Well after we left Gabe's house, Nate tells Cody to ride with me the rest of the way. Yea ok, could you of make it anymore obvious.
Well so now it’s just Cody and me in my little tiny gmc truck driving the last 30 miles or so to get to our hotel. Well I don’t remember how far down the road we were, Cody goes and puts his hand on seat, not like right next to me just right up beside him like he was just putting it there. Well after the night before I had to make a move back now, especially since he made the first one. Well so I go and put my hand right next to me. He kind of looks at me out of the corner of his eye. I just barely notice him move hand just a hair closer to mine. So I slide my hand closer to his. Then the next time he moves his hand, it touches mine.
Oh I had no idea what I was doing but I just knew I liked it. So with his hand touching my hand just barely, I lift my pinky finger up and touch his hand. So Cody goes and kind of wraps his pinky around mine, and I was like yes finally. But yea anyways, then I rolled my hand over so he could put his in it if he wanted to, and oh yea he did. I was loving it then. I just couldn’t believe it; I was holding hands with a hot guy. Oh yea I was melting.
Ok now that I don’t remember how I was going cause now its Monday night and the rest I was writing last night, but pretty much we went to the hotel. Their Nate told Cody and I to go to the mall or walk around or something, so we did. We drove around Portland trying to find the Lloyd center and finally found it. We went and ate at mcd’s. Then we went to the mall and a few other stores in the area. So we finally decided to head back to the hotel, it was a good idea just took us a lot longer to get there then what we thought. We made it to the truck and I started it up. Well that was as far as we made it in about a half hour or so. We sat there kissing forever it seemed like, I loved it. I couldn’t believe I was doing that either, I mean he just broke up with his bf the day before. Just to make sure he was ok with it I had to ask him and yea said he was ok with it. I just couldn’t believe it though. I mean he was so hot and cute and great looking and a great personality and someone who seems like a lot of fun to be around and just everything you look for.
So we finally made it out of the parking garage and headed back to the hotel. Well at the room only Christian was there. We all just sat around for a few hrs watching tv and not doing a whole lot. Finally I was getting tired and I knew we were gonna be heading out to the club and it was gonna be a late night, so I went and laid down on the bed. Ok just to let ya know, the bed was small, and it was like one of those really small ones where one person is good on there and two is pushing one of them off the bed almost. Well after laying there for awhile I heard someone across from me on the other bed so I look up, well there was cody sitting there watching me. So I sit up and asked if he would like to lay down and he said yes, so I slid over for him and we layed there for about 45 minutes or so, it was great just laying there. Well finally we had to get up and start getting ready to head to the club.
Well I was hungry so I went to go eat alone cause cody didn’t want to go with me at first, well after I finally find the place he met me there and was wondering what took me so long to find the place, well I didn’t know where it was so I took the really long way to find it. So we ate dinner together and around 11 we went down to the club finally. Well yea for me to dance period is not good so I just stood there for a while not doin nothing. So finally I told Christian to take me back to the room and let me have a few drinks, I was smart about it and made sure I was drinking water too and not taken drinks on an empty stomach. Well after the alcohol kicked in finally, I had a pretty good time dancing out there, I didn’t do anything crazy, sorry. I just went out there and had fun, had no idea what I was doin but it was all good I think. Well we finally took a break and cody and I went back to some guys house that cody knew and there we watched good ol harry potter. After the movie Jeremy, the other guy that cody knew, took us back to our room for cody to get his stuff and for me to get some sleep.
So that was the last time I saw cody but im good for awhile. He also told me then that he would go to prom with me and we don’t know what colors we are goin to have yet though. We talked earlier tonight which was good I think. Well this all about cody for now. I just really hope nothing moves fast between us so he can make sure its ok with him and I don’t get freaked out by anything with us. I don’t think so right now cause I cant wait until I can see him again. Well for now that its, talk to you guys soon.
Well so now it’s just Cody and me in my little tiny gmc truck driving the last 30 miles or so to get to our hotel. Well I don’t remember how far down the road we were, Cody goes and puts his hand on seat, not like right next to me just right up beside him like he was just putting it there. Well after the night before I had to make a move back now, especially since he made the first one. Well so I go and put my hand right next to me. He kind of looks at me out of the corner of his eye. I just barely notice him move hand just a hair closer to mine. So I slide my hand closer to his. Then the next time he moves his hand, it touches mine.
Oh I had no idea what I was doing but I just knew I liked it. So with his hand touching my hand just barely, I lift my pinky finger up and touch his hand. So Cody goes and kind of wraps his pinky around mine, and I was like yes finally. But yea anyways, then I rolled my hand over so he could put his in it if he wanted to, and oh yea he did. I was loving it then. I just couldn’t believe it; I was holding hands with a hot guy. Oh yea I was melting.
Ok now that I don’t remember how I was going cause now its Monday night and the rest I was writing last night, but pretty much we went to the hotel. Their Nate told Cody and I to go to the mall or walk around or something, so we did. We drove around Portland trying to find the Lloyd center and finally found it. We went and ate at mcd’s. Then we went to the mall and a few other stores in the area. So we finally decided to head back to the hotel, it was a good idea just took us a lot longer to get there then what we thought. We made it to the truck and I started it up. Well that was as far as we made it in about a half hour or so. We sat there kissing forever it seemed like, I loved it. I couldn’t believe I was doing that either, I mean he just broke up with his bf the day before. Just to make sure he was ok with it I had to ask him and yea said he was ok with it. I just couldn’t believe it though. I mean he was so hot and cute and great looking and a great personality and someone who seems like a lot of fun to be around and just everything you look for.
So we finally made it out of the parking garage and headed back to the hotel. Well at the room only Christian was there. We all just sat around for a few hrs watching tv and not doing a whole lot. Finally I was getting tired and I knew we were gonna be heading out to the club and it was gonna be a late night, so I went and laid down on the bed. Ok just to let ya know, the bed was small, and it was like one of those really small ones where one person is good on there and two is pushing one of them off the bed almost. Well after laying there for awhile I heard someone across from me on the other bed so I look up, well there was cody sitting there watching me. So I sit up and asked if he would like to lay down and he said yes, so I slid over for him and we layed there for about 45 minutes or so, it was great just laying there. Well finally we had to get up and start getting ready to head to the club.
Well I was hungry so I went to go eat alone cause cody didn’t want to go with me at first, well after I finally find the place he met me there and was wondering what took me so long to find the place, well I didn’t know where it was so I took the really long way to find it. So we ate dinner together and around 11 we went down to the club finally. Well yea for me to dance period is not good so I just stood there for a while not doin nothing. So finally I told Christian to take me back to the room and let me have a few drinks, I was smart about it and made sure I was drinking water too and not taken drinks on an empty stomach. Well after the alcohol kicked in finally, I had a pretty good time dancing out there, I didn’t do anything crazy, sorry. I just went out there and had fun, had no idea what I was doin but it was all good I think. Well we finally took a break and cody and I went back to some guys house that cody knew and there we watched good ol harry potter. After the movie Jeremy, the other guy that cody knew, took us back to our room for cody to get his stuff and for me to get some sleep.
So that was the last time I saw cody but im good for awhile. He also told me then that he would go to prom with me and we don’t know what colors we are goin to have yet though. We talked earlier tonight which was good I think. Well this all about cody for now. I just really hope nothing moves fast between us so he can make sure its ok with him and I don’t get freaked out by anything with us. I don’t think so right now cause I cant wait until I can see him again. Well for now that its, talk to you guys soon.