my gf
well today i couldnt keep goin about lying to my gf. i have been tryin all week. i just couldnt make up some random lie about why, i just had to tell her the truth. she was completely blown away about me likin guys but i couldnt lie. i have always known so i how could i keep her goin with something that would never be true on my end of the relationship. things just seem to be good and yet be bad at the same time. i just didnt think i could ever hurt her heart so bad before, but i think i severely hurt it today. and to make things worse, i guess, is today was her best friends birthday, so i just ruined things for her too i bet since i told my ex she could talk to her friend if she wanted to cause im sure she would need to talk to someone about it. i just hope things dont get worse for her, i just dont know how she is gonna end up taken it since we both are on the track team and do some of the same events. well talk to you guys later, tim