why should i care about the long run? why should it matter to me?
life. is.............ok. for now at least.after reading bass' and shels LJs i thought there are some good points there.im not gonna make it a hat trick of people saying the same sorta stuff however.....
there are always and i mean ALWAYS those periods where everythings on the up, job/girlfriend/money/getting accepted to college course etc etc...then as it all starts looking peachy u bite into it and ooooh look the insides rotten or theres a maggot there and it ruins it.
those moments of realisation where u realise everything isnt as great as it appears, as much as u want to believe it,its not all great. its a smoke screen or just a trick of ur brain because lets face it everyone wants to be happy. people are sometimes happy being miserable (hi goths) but either way u want happiness.
you can get it, i kinda see some sense in bass' LJ where he said u have a series of good moments, this is true, lifes a bitch. but its what you make it. we could all sit around dwelling on the bad moments that occur. ive done it on more than one occassion....im a pessimist i cant help it, its the way i am, i always look at the bad outcomes of things that happen never concentrate on the good, but even though i do that i suppose you have to see a silver lining to everything...even if its crap in comparison to whats going on at that moment in time; its the series of moments that keep you going,,,this world isn't a utopia, we DON'T all live in peace, we DON'T all have money, we DON'T get what we want so life cant always be great. if everything was constantly good people would lose focus and then good things that did happen would lose meaning as its just an everyday occurance. good and bad is like black and white or sweet and sour. they contrast/compliment each other. bad becomes worse when things are good and good seems fantastic when it comes after something bad thats happened. thats life.
there are always and i mean ALWAYS those periods where everythings on the up, job/girlfriend/money/getting accepted to college course etc etc...then as it all starts looking peachy u bite into it and ooooh look the insides rotten or theres a maggot there and it ruins it.
those moments of realisation where u realise everything isnt as great as it appears, as much as u want to believe it,its not all great. its a smoke screen or just a trick of ur brain because lets face it everyone wants to be happy. people are sometimes happy being miserable (hi goths) but either way u want happiness.
you can get it, i kinda see some sense in bass' LJ where he said u have a series of good moments, this is true, lifes a bitch. but its what you make it. we could all sit around dwelling on the bad moments that occur. ive done it on more than one occassion....im a pessimist i cant help it, its the way i am, i always look at the bad outcomes of things that happen never concentrate on the good, but even though i do that i suppose you have to see a silver lining to everything...even if its crap in comparison to whats going on at that moment in time; its the series of moments that keep you going,,,this world isn't a utopia, we DON'T all live in peace, we DON'T all have money, we DON'T get what we want so life cant always be great. if everything was constantly good people would lose focus and then good things that did happen would lose meaning as its just an everyday occurance. good and bad is like black and white or sweet and sour. they contrast/compliment each other. bad becomes worse when things are good and good seems fantastic when it comes after something bad thats happened. thats life.