Nov 05, 2005 18:02
So things have be hectic lately and I have so much work to be done (4 shoots to be done and printed by Wednesday) but somehow I've got such peace about it all. Somehow I've managed to not worry about my coursework yet, even though I know I have no time at all. Week 10 is supossed to be insanely stressful, but Christ has just been blessing me with His peace throughout all of this, and after last night's metro I know that's what this is. Yeah, my metro girls are amazing.
Also, I'm not really sure about what I'll be doing for next year, I love everyone here so so so much, but I might be able to go study in Scotland for the next year, possibly the next 4 years. After this year I can get my associates in photo if I want to, and I wanted to minor in religious studies, but the classes here for that aren't really what I want to take. The University of Aberdeen in Aberdeen, Scotland has an amazing Divinity and Religious Studies program that I would absolutely love to take. The only problems are (1) adding 2 years tuition to my planned 4 years of school, (2) I'm feeling pulled to both Rochester and Aberdeen, and (3) I still need to get accepted into their program. I want to stay with the ones I love and avoid turbulant changes, but this is an amazing opportunity. I'm going to meet with the study abroad lady Tuesday I believe, maybe it isn't even an option for me... So basically I'm just going to be praying for where God wants me. I don't know what I want to do with my photo, but that is definitely not the only thing I want to have a degree in, and getting a degree in something I want to learn anyways can't hurt. I've known for a while that I want to go to Great Britain, but not as a visitor. As a student I can live there and participate in life. So yeah, lots of prayer on that one.
Honestly, I'm content, don't get me wrong, God has been gracing me with His peace about so many things lately. I am so blessed to have my friends and people to support me. I'm just horrible at big decisions, so another prayer: that my fears won't stop me from following Christ to wherever He may lead me.
oh yeah, and I'm thinking of shutting down my lj to switch to xanga. i post there more anyways, so i might. I still x-post once in a while now, but i might switch anyways.