what do y'all think?
I think I might need to tone it down a little bit. I was so hyper today. Not complaining really, I just don't want to be that annoying kid all the time. Maybe ai'm not annoying, but maybe I am; maybe I'm more entertainment than valued friend. Even if that's not true, I think my roommates are worried that I do too much and this is the toll it's taking on me. Honestly I can't find anything wrong with this. For the most part Im very happy and doing what I love. If I weren't so busy I'd be bored senseless. But maybe I do do too much, Sometimes I wish I had more time to just talk with people and get to know them. It seems like I know everyone on surface level but not enough that when something's going on anyone would say, "gee, sure wish Debbie were here". I need to learn to have conversations, I never learned that skill. Part of me really wants to be normal and blend in, but part of me just wants to dance and be crazy. bah, this is something I can deal with in the morning maybe. for now, sleep. night moon.