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Crazy times lately. I was thinking of not doing a small group cause of all I'm attempting this year, but after talking to Beth I think I can do it. I'm even excited about it. So ladies, 6:30 Tuesdays funness. I still think I might want another job, but that can wait for winter quarter to decide. I'm actually liking my classes so far (the 2 I've had) but optimism is good for the soul. I'm really working now to get back into my quiet times, but for some reason it's so hard. Once again I find myself questioning my own sincerity and honesty in certain matters and I realize that I don't know what truely is in my heart. I don't know if that makes sense to anyone else, but I feel like I think and say what I should but can't tell if I'm being sincere. I think I need to take some time to delve into the word and pray and find out what I really need to be doing... it just seems sometimes that the questions I really want answered are the ones I can't seem to find no matter what.
Music is again playing a huge part in my life, seems like that's one of the only things that can really penetrate me. I'm sad we don't have a band this year. I'm actually considering whether or not I'd be willing to sing for it. I doubt my abilities, but a couple people have asked me about it, so do I have the ability and am scared and self-depricating, or am I really just kidding myself and I shouldn't try? We'll see, but right now I have so much on my plate, who knows what would come of it.
by the way... when did it get dark? I think I missed a big chunk of today somewhere.
Music is again playing a huge part in my life, seems like that's one of the only things that can really penetrate me. I'm sad we don't have a band this year. I'm actually considering whether or not I'd be willing to sing for it. I doubt my abilities, but a couple people have asked me about it, so do I have the ability and am scared and self-depricating, or am I really just kidding myself and I shouldn't try? We'll see, but right now I have so much on my plate, who knows what would come of it.
by the way... when did it get dark? I think I missed a big chunk of today somewhere.