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its been a while lots has happened but nothing much that is important cept i like jason more and more all the time and i am getting stronger in my faith and i have been trying hard in life for the first time in a while. Tomorrow i perform my dance for the elderly people at the home i will be helping out at it should be good practice for friday when i perform in front of everyone augh so scared at least i can sort of fit into my outfit now i still look pretty flat cause the shirt is so tight bleh and here i was wishing always for bigger and better:P sorry couldnt resist anywho yeah life kinda id really hard i cried alot today cause i feel alot of pain from people i care for... its kind of difficult always giving peices of myself to others never having anyone to care for me ... oh well i guess i dont mind as long as i help and make a difference to someone i want the people i love to be happy even if it means i have to stay away...