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why do i have to fall for the ones that hurt me the most
and why cant i ever seem to end things when i know i should.
i hold on for those few good moments.
i bottle the pain, to make them happy.
and here i thought i was an easy person to be with.. apparently i was really really wrong.
and why does it seem that without anti-depressants i cant help but be so depressed? is life really supposed to be this hard? nothing extremely bad as happened.. and yet i dont care about school, or me. i want to just sleep the day away and hope the pain fades with it.
and audioslave - what you are, came on when i got in the car this morning. matched my mood perfectly, it was amazing. i love this song
and why cant i ever seem to end things when i know i should.
i hold on for those few good moments.
i bottle the pain, to make them happy.
and here i thought i was an easy person to be with.. apparently i was really really wrong.
and why does it seem that without anti-depressants i cant help but be so depressed? is life really supposed to be this hard? nothing extremely bad as happened.. and yet i dont care about school, or me. i want to just sleep the day away and hope the pain fades with it.
and audioslave - what you are, came on when i got in the car this morning. matched my mood perfectly, it was amazing. i love this song