Dear God life is hard........

[strychneen]

Oh I dunno...depression/mental illness and sleep is a tricky one. You just can't find the inbetween as its either totally insomnia or total napelipsey and it sucks. The last two weeks its been the latter even 12 hours ain't enough and it is a pain. It maybe the new the meds as I am whacked during the day and its embarressing. I

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[ex_midnight_728]

you do take drugs/get high right?

[strychneen]

Yes I do....only pot and speed but not before therapy. They worry more about me drinking thats whey they wanted me to go to am addiction centre :(

[ex_midnight_728]

nods. do you want help for your drinking/drug problem? do you feel you're ready to stop?

[strychneen]

Nope.....well I dunno. I wanna be normal and do normal things and I dunno....just sometimes life is easier when you are fucked out of your head....even music sounds better, No I guess I am not ready to stop I need my binges and need my fix once aday. I just dunno...how long can one go before they need help or before it is a problem.

[ex_midnight_728]

I just dunno...how long can one go before they need help or before it is a problem.

1. for forever.
2. til they die
3. until they're ready