Dear God life is hard........
Oh I dunno...depression/mental illness and sleep is a tricky one. You just can't find the inbetween as its either totally insomnia or total napelipsey and it sucks. The last two weeks its been the latter even 12 hours ain't enough and it is a pain. It maybe the new the meds as I am whacked during the day and its embarressing. I
am pretty sure my therapist thinks I am taking drugs as yesterday I kept nodding of during the session and he even commented last week if i was okay and these week he asked if I was on a better plain ???????. I explained about the meds but I dunno if he believes and this could be dangerous as if he says anything to the people above then they would not let me have any therapy if they thought I was taking drugs.
They already suggested I go to a drop in centre for addiction but I told them that I have no problems in that way and I don't feel there is any point. Yet I do wish I was not so kin' tired all the time as I can not do nothing and look so bad. Trust me people if you are in a job and you think its to stressful get out and before your health makes you as if you don't hell you end up screwed but then I was pretty screwed up before I started so who knows. Dam it now where did I put that speed ??????.
am pretty sure my therapist thinks I am taking drugs as yesterday I kept nodding of during the session and he even commented last week if i was okay and these week he asked if I was on a better plain ???????. I explained about the meds but I dunno if he believes and this could be dangerous as if he says anything to the people above then they would not let me have any therapy if they thought I was taking drugs.
They already suggested I go to a drop in centre for addiction but I told them that I have no problems in that way and I don't feel there is any point. Yet I do wish I was not so kin' tired all the time as I can not do nothing and look so bad. Trust me people if you are in a job and you think its to stressful get out and before your health makes you as if you don't hell you end up screwed but then I was pretty screwed up before I started so who knows. Dam it now where did I put that speed ??????.