Why is it that the ones you love cause you the most heart break? I try my hardest to do what is right but it does not seem to matter. No matter what I try I seem to fail. It does not make sense. I try not to be mad and I am so tired of being mad. I just want things to go smooth and to be perfect. What really is perfect? Nothign really, just this ( Read more... )

Hey to all of those people who I have lost contact with. I do not really know how many people go to live journal anymore since my space is the new thing. But just in case I thought I may clue everyone in on what is going on. I work like all the time, I love the job but I hate it. I can't quit even though I would really like to. It is just the fact ( Read more... )

I did not do the whole pumpkin thing yet. I plan on it though, I mean it wouldn't be Halloween if I didn't. I also went to one of the best haunted houses ever. It was at like 26 Mile and Mound Road. Great! I mean it was awesome and I recommend everyone to go there ( Read more... )

Okay so berry good news, well for me at least. So Blink 182 yes my favorite band, is coming out with a new cd on November 1st. It is a greatest Hits cd but there will be two new tracks on it so I am happy. Plus the DVD comes out too which I need. Yes. Need. I am so mad at them for now being together. Sigh ( Read more... )

Have you ever lived my life ( Read more... )

Subway by my house is being painted bright green and yellow? Strange. So I have to fucking work on New Year's Eve and I am so fucking pissed really I am. I am 21 and cannot even spend my night int he bar. I mean damn, I am about to get trashed at work ya know ( Read more... )

I just found out today that my parents turned off our air conditioning like a week ago. No wonder why I have been sweating my balls off at night. If I would have known that then I would have opened a window and have slept in peace. I don't know, that just kind of bugs me ( Read more... )

Here is the thing...like many “night people,” I have a hard time waking up in the morning, but I have an even harder time falling asleep at night. I toss and turn and blah blah blah. Someone who thinks they know everything told me this: a very simple solution - take three hours to "wind down" before bed. Don’t do anything stimulating in the evening ( Read more... )

I love Blink 182. Every time I hear them it makes me so happy. :o) heh. Today was not so bad. I had to get up at like eight to take someone to work. It was not all that bad though because I just came home and went back to bed. I wanted to sleep all day but I only slept until about twelve. I know to some people that may be late but to me it is ( Read more... )

Work sucked my balls today. We have been slow all summer and now school parties are starting up again. What to do...I hate actually having to do work lol. Lazy, that I am. Not too much new has been going on. Tomorrow we are having a work meeting. I guess we are getting new work shirts and name tags. Oh joy! Not.