Friends are people who are supposed to care about you regardless. Friends are supposed to be there for you when you hurt most. Friends are a shoulder to cry on. They may have important things going on but if you are really in a rut they are there for you. Except today. Yes I have had a horrible day. Every friend I turned too had better things to do
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"These fucking kids. I know too many.. have known too many little shit assholes who just want to "end it all" because its just "too much". FUCK YOU ALL!!
You are all of 20 goddamned years old. You do not live in a 3rd world country. You do not have any major infirmities. You do not have any RIGHT to desire to kill yourself.Dear fucking jesus, all these young punks who bitch about how bad life is and wanting to off themselves because they have no happiness... THEY'RE the ones not allowing themselves to have happiness!Dear god in heaven! we live in a world with sun and light and sky and water and laughter and literature and art and internet and sharing and games and humor and untold ways to entertain ourselves and late teen/early 20 assholes talk about, "Theres nothing to live for!" You do not suffer daily, AGONIZING physical pains of such sufferage that would make death a viable alternative, you do not face a dily existence with no hope of a improvement that you should think of death, and before you bitch about how bad you have it, yes, this is a case where you have to look at it in perspective. You do NOT live in a warzone, you are not a junkie crackwhore, you do not try to survive in a world where you have no food or hope of life... all these assholes I'm talking about/too... YOU LIVE IN FUCKING AMERICA!!! For the most part, you all live in homes that have heat, food, gasoline in YOUR OWN GODDAMNED CARS, you have jobs, money, outlets to go waste time.
And all you bastards who complain, woe is me, I have no friedns to talk to... Stand on your own goddamn feet! EVERYONE has problems ALL THE TIME. If your friends can help, fine, if they can't...well jesus, people need to learn how to deal with shit on their own. "Friends are supposed to be there for me!" people say...and you know what, they are. They are there for you when someone dies, they are there for you when you injure yourself and you wake up in s hospital, they are there for you when you get thrown in jail, or hurt, or worse. But basically, please, live your life so your friends can be there for you but don't have to be."
This was a quote from a good friend of mine who doesn't deal with bullshit. This post, shaun is bullshit. This is the kind of shit that you normally hear from teenagers, but jesus its pathetic when you're 25 and still acting like that.
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There's been a lot of that "woe is me" going on around here too. I usually just ignore it - but I'm glad some people are willing to crack the whip.
Shaun - no offense, but all I know about you really is what you post in your LJ. I'd suggest you go back and just read all your posts since you got to Texas. You're a talented boy with quite a few people who have given you their time and attention. What you do with that is your choice. If you're truly as manic-depressive as your posts sound, you should be looking for help.
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There comes a time in a person's life when they need to grow and take care of their shit. Sure it's nice to have friends to talk to, but its not necessary. A person should be able to deal with their own shit without a support group. Nobody died and we never dated that long.
Shaun I don't think you're upset about our failed relationship. I think you're upset about your failed relationship with Kendall. You had a great reason to be upset about that, and you're bitter. You are now trying desperatly to replace that as soon as possible with any girl who looks at you twice. You NEED to be single. You're way too emotionally screwed up to handle another person.
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