May 27, 2005 01:23
Friends are people who are supposed to care about you regardless. Friends are supposed to be there for you when you hurt most. Friends are a shoulder to cry on. They may have important things going on but if you are really in a rut they are there for you. Except today. Yes I have had a horrible day. Every friend I turned too had better things to do then be there for me. This bothers me a lot. What have I done in moving here with no one to turn to in times of tribulation. I have given up the very life I once knew ,only to accept people that dont want to put effort in to a friendship when the effort is deffinetly needed. I am alone . Maybe this is the way things are supposed to be or maybe the sad state of affairs is that people lack the common courtousy to stop and give guidance through a dark time for a dear friend , or for someone who is supposed to be a dear friend. I am so aggittated and have taken all the hurt I feel I can stand to take. I am beyond my breaking point. I guess help wouldnt sum things up quite right. Any advice on what I should do would be accepted and appreciated.