"pink ribbon scars that never forget.....

May 10, 2009 19:38

...I've tried so hard to cleanse these regrets"

Those big x's I carved into my arms five years ago are faint but still there. Most of them on the underside of my arm are almost gone, but you can tell that I crosshatched a pattern on the top of my left wrist. Sometimes I think that it was really stupid to have done that because I could have turned to more therapeutic ways of relieving my feelings.

I can't remember why but I feel like the things transpiring right now sort of mimic the past. Maybe it's because people always leave.

I've been left with this pearl of knowledge:
You can't change the past.
You can't change fate.
But I think you can change what is here and now. So don't worry about what happened or what may happen. It's all out of your reach.

deja vu, umum, high school, change

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