May 09, 2009 23:38
One thing I find terrifying is being alone.
Do not confuse it with privacy though.I like to pee by myself, thanks. But I think the mere idea of spending the future by myself is quite disturbing. I'm one of those people who always need someone by their side and require some sort of guidance or else I'll break down. I always complain about how forks can't sit alone on the bus or that they like to crowd around populated areas in lecture halls. Well I guess I've got a fork in me or something then.
When I'm alone I'm left with my own thoughts and talking to myself seems so empty with nothing to reciprocate. I'm constantly killing my eardrums by listening to music all the time, on the bus, in between classes, etc. At the same time I'm killing the silence of my empty mind, or the constant paranoid jabber of it.
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