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i'm struggling with something. i'm not even angry really but still empty. i won't allow myself anyone else and am intent on hanging on and letting go at the same time. nothing is clear and i have to analyze too much. sulimon had to bring up meaning when my weak ass didn't want to think about it the most and i realize that everything has something to do with it. everything has to do with pleasing others. as i grow up i'm realizing that the most valuable thing i had do is make a generalization. this doesn't even really make much sense since i don't know what i am or where i'm going. possibly more important; who i am doing this for.