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i think about fairy tales. and i think about my life from outside of my life. and i feel dizzy. i feel restless and i cannot sit still. i feel like falling from the alps but not dying. just falling and then waking up to something fresh. i always do and when i do i feel worse than before because i know im getting closer to a time when ill be waking up and things won't be okay. it won't be just a bad dream. there are so many different paths to faith.