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Jan 19, 2005 21:43

You live and you breath and then you die. In between, if you're lucky, you fall in love. Some loves stay forever, others are lost in only a day. But it's still there, underneath all the hurt and pride and years. If it's true love, it's never forgotten. So when someone says they're in love, don't tell them they can't be. Don't say they're too young, or it's too soon. Love knows no age or length of time. Love is a feeling, deep in your heart, that squeezes you tight and you never want to let it go.

Im seriously about to have a fucking mental breakdown, everyones had a bad week...everyone feel better :D im so i dont even know what the hell i am im fucking stressed i feel like shit cause i look like shit i want my hair back :[ i dont fucking care about it its the fact that ppl make it a huge deal its not that fucking short it just has ALOT of short layers....hair grows back idiots. Im worried that John wont get his home pass i know he wont beacsue thats just how life is.....I wanna cry but im like holding it back. And im soo sick of holding everything back i know thats my prolbem cause im sitting here thinking about john and hes my #1 prolbem :[ i have my future to think about and YIKES!I look back on all of the shit he;s put me through and it doesnt seem worth it really beacsue i dont need someone to make me unhappy i can do it on my own yanno? But everyone deserves 2nd chances...but yea everthing went wrong that could possibly go wrong today.....i talked to john and i just BITCHED :x i dont get to talk to him tomorrow cause he got in trouble FUCKING IDIOT he cant just hold his tongue one fucking time who really gives a fuck what those idiots think of u?!?!Whatever though i talked to his gramma today about prom....she said she's gonna get us a limp but i dont want a limp i just wanna rent like a really nice car like a corvette or something i dunno and my fuking hair what the hell am i gonna do with this shit for prom?! It should be fine by then but stillll!I just really need john [i dont get myself i need him cause i fall back on him for everything but GOD IM SO PISSED OFF] im just SO USED to having him i told him eveeything everyday....and now i just hold it all in he makes me so happy :[ i just dunno.....and i wanna move out before he gets out so my dad cant do anything even though i dont think he will but im scared i wanna get a place of our own i dont like having to share everything w/ a whole house yanno? but i dunno im gonna go cause im lame and im about to cry lol
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