dont be boring.dress cute wherever you go,lifes to short to blend in :D
whats everyone up to? I just woke up....i'm a bum i know :D. Lastnight i went over amys we were gonna go see coach carter but figured they were sold out so porlly tonight :D but we went n rented some movies n mitch b-rock n ryan came over for a lil bit yannnnooo woke up early this morning cause she had to work i like sprung up n screamed when the alarm went off cause it scared me lol it was funny tho lol left there at like 9 went to bagel factory yanno came home n started watchin without a paddle n fell asleep.
It seems like all i write about is john lol but oh well im about to do a lil more of that.I got a really sweet letter from him yesterday....i really think hes gonna change but im so scared that he wont.Ive been with him for more then 2 years now thats a LONG fucking time....i've given up my WHOLE highschool life for him and its not that i mind but im not gonna do it anymore if he's a lil shit. Since hes been gone i realized how much better then him i am....im afraid that were gonna be too differnt when he gets out. I dont wanna be with a stupid immtaure lil fuck that goes around trying to beat everyone up.....and does nothing with there life when there SO talented. I feel bad cause everything he says hes gonna do im just like 'yea okay' and he gets mad like how come u always hafta put me down....i dont mean to im just SO used to bein behind him in EVERYTHING and then i just get shit back.I dunno i miss him so much =/ only 27 days till his home pass :D . I really dont remember when that lasttime i cried was...if he was here i bet id be crying right now seriously, i just dunno anymore and everyone keeps tellin me u know ur gonan change ur mind when he gtes out blah blah blah...no im not the only thing im gonna be scared about is that hes gonna be with another girl =/ =/ =/ god i would diiiiie. I dunno i just guess eevrything will work out until then i'll just believe him <333
I really want my fucking hair to grow im gonna go to the vitammin store n get vitamins for my hair, i kid u not! I just hafta get off my lazy ass....
Im really tryin to figure out why so many people lately have nothing better to do but worry about me? seriously grow the fuck up. Oh uuggghhh specially ppl that dont know me im gonna go insane!
Im gonna go sit on my fatass n watch tv i told amy id come up to the mall bu im way to fucking lazy....i wanna get a ribbon for my car tho!
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michele
who knows what will happen do what u do, just know that one things for sure tomorrow will be a brand new day <333
It seems like all i write about is john lol but oh well im about to do a lil more of that.I got a really sweet letter from him yesterday....i really think hes gonna change but im so scared that he wont.Ive been with him for more then 2 years now thats a LONG fucking time....i've given up my WHOLE highschool life for him and its not that i mind but im not gonna do it anymore if he's a lil shit. Since hes been gone i realized how much better then him i am....im afraid that were gonna be too differnt when he gets out. I dont wanna be with a stupid immtaure lil fuck that goes around trying to beat everyone up.....and does nothing with there life when there SO talented. I feel bad cause everything he says hes gonna do im just like 'yea okay' and he gets mad like how come u always hafta put me down....i dont mean to im just SO used to bein behind him in EVERYTHING and then i just get shit back.I dunno i miss him so much =/ only 27 days till his home pass :D . I really dont remember when that lasttime i cried was...if he was here i bet id be crying right now seriously, i just dunno anymore and everyone keeps tellin me u know ur gonan change ur mind when he gtes out blah blah blah...no im not the only thing im gonna be scared about is that hes gonna be with another girl =/ =/ =/ god i would diiiiie. I dunno i just guess eevrything will work out until then i'll just believe him <333
I really want my fucking hair to grow im gonna go to the vitammin store n get vitamins for my hair, i kid u not! I just hafta get off my lazy ass....
Im really tryin to figure out why so many people lately have nothing better to do but worry about me? seriously grow the fuck up. Oh uuggghhh specially ppl that dont know me im gonna go insane!
Im gonna go sit on my fatass n watch tv i told amy id come up to the mall bu im way to fucking lazy....i wanna get a ribbon for my car tho!
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michele
who knows what will happen do what u do, just know that one things for sure tomorrow will be a brand new day <333