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So yeah this weekend was really fucked up...ME and Mike were fighting again...whats new with that? I called off work and everything so we could all hang out...and it just ended up being me, Mike, and Maris we got drunk a little...I fell asleep Mike pretty much gave me an ultimative and said get a ride and get out of here or wake the fuck up...and I wasn't having his fuckin attitude so I fuckin left with Maris...and went over Ryans with my sister, stacey, steph, steve milbourn, and steph. Worked on Saturday till 9. Then Steph picked me up and we went to Wal-Mart with Sean...and he kept putting in change for a pop the money would come out and a pop would too...so we ended up emptying the machine...Mike and I got in a fight because I tried something which I would rather not say on here because I am not one who likes to post on here about things I experiment with and why I am such a hardass so I will keep it to myself...I ended up going over his house for some real fucked up bullshit...fuckin got my shit...and asked for my bowl not knowing Mike's mom was standing right there...and fuckin she told me to leave...well I wasn't done talking to Mike...so fuckin I stayed and I fuckin started choking him...and I wanted him to hit me because that would have set me off and I would have whaled on his ass and knocked him the fuck out...I know I am stronger mentally than him...and I know for a fact if it came down to it I could beat his ass...but anyways...I went and visited Mike Reiser with Maris at the halfway house he is at....he seems real good and I am glad he is starting to change his life around...but yeah me and maris tried to find this place where he was for like 3 hours...we ended up in WV...but we got there...then wernt out with James and ate...went home slept...called Mike...actually talked...and things are going to be different now...he is coming to pick me up today and we are going to talk some more...which I can't wait because I love him with all my heart and I know he loves me too...so hopefully everything works out for the best...