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I got a new bowl the other day down in North Side...its so cute...its real thick glass...with white and pink and yellow and all kinds of colors mixed together...I love it so much...its hits like a beast and is a beauty so me and maris call her beauty and the beast...we have been hanging out a lot in Northside...I love the boys down there...they are so nice..and I love smoking with them...I feel great now that I can smoke again...like I don't feel sick anymore...I feel good like I use to...I am very happy and energetic again...maybe because I don't need to be scared of how people will react about it anymore...I think the reason I thought it was stupid and I didn't want to do it was because I was making myself sick...because Binder didn't want to be around any of us because of drugs and I stopped doing everything maybe to prove a point to him that I didn't need drugs or maybe just to get back at him for saying something like that...I dunno...but I don't care what people say anymore...I know that I don't abuse drugs...and I think smoking weed is fine...I wish I could smoke again with you Amanda...that would be fun...Frosty! Lots of good times...wish they were back hun...I called off today so give my cell fone a call if your not doing anything..maybe we can hang out..
Blah.....so life is better than it was....just been stressed out about school...my last day is on the 26th...so yay!! I want to get a new job so I can get 40+ hours a week...I am going to try and get a nurse aide job...and quick because I need to get the hell out of eckerd...so yeah...I don't know what's up for tonight I might be going to the club or drinking with the boys...who knows? Gimme a call Amanda if you can.