Mother

Apr 06, 2006 22:27

Sometimes the thought that my mom doesn't like me goes through my mind. She always seems so bored with what I have to say to her and so disinterested that it kills me inside.

Today she talked to me about work and pretty well said "so what?" about me not being able to eat with them on Easter. I burst and said "I'm not home for a family dinner with family that I haven't seen since New Years and you act like you don't even care!" She never responded. Well, maybe later she did when she was asking me "did you see the Birk's catalogue?" Unless you're buying me that pretty yellow emerald cut diamond ring, I don't really give a damn. She's so good at just gliding over issues.

It's like she floats in and out of conciousness when she's talking to me. One moment she'll be totally engaged with what I have to say to her and the next minute I have to say "eh mom? Mom? MOM?!" just to coax a "hmph" from her.

I don't know what to do. It sucks though.
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