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Sooo, I don't know if I was stood up, or forgotten, or maybe we just missed each other, but it feels like crap. I wonder if he's upset. Probably not. Nobody really seems to care much except to make me feel dumb and useless. I feel like crap. I was really looking forward to that coffee, and now I just feel like an idiot. I won't see him for at least a week, most likely two. I wonder if he's mad at me. Why do I care so much? I have a boyfriend, I should have agreed to go out with Luke for coffee anyhow. I'm a horrible person.
It was only coffee, right? I was having a bad day, and he offered to make it better by getting me coffee. But not getting it just made my day worse. And I think everyone was mad at me cause I came into work feeling bad. I feel like I can't do anything right, like I can't be normal at all, or at least functional. I'm a walking bag of MESS. Who'd want me anyway?
It was only coffee, right? I was having a bad day, and he offered to make it better by getting me coffee. But not getting it just made my day worse. And I think everyone was mad at me cause I came into work feeling bad. I feel like I can't do anything right, like I can't be normal at all, or at least functional. I'm a walking bag of MESS. Who'd want me anyway?