My throat keeps swallowing my words
I want to say 'I love you,' but I can't get the words out f my mouth. I'm scared to say how strongly I feel, scared to admit how much you mean to me, when I know she's still around. When I know she wears your ring. When I know you're too old for me, when I know, KNOW I won't be taken seriously. I'm nothing but a kid. Maybe one day, you won't see me as a kid anymore. Maybe one day I'll stop feeling this way. Maybe I could love him like I love you. Like you love her.
Just know this, Aaron: You mean too much for my heart to take. I feel like I'll burst everytime we talk, everytime I see you. This is overwhelming, and suffocating, and unfair.
I just want it to end.