I know that we always said
that we were each others back up plans.
But right now I feel like I've lost everything. You're engaged? And I'm still single. Almost 4 years of this bullshit and you, you were the one fucking constant I could count on. I don't even have you anymore.
Oh God, I don't have anything.
My heart just broke for the last time. I don't even have the capacity to love you as a best friend anymore. I don't have anymore love to pour out... I'm so empty.
I don't know where to go from here.
But right now I feel like I've lost everything. You're engaged? And I'm still single. Almost 4 years of this bullshit and you, you were the one fucking constant I could count on. I don't even have you anymore.
Oh God, I don't have anything.
My heart just broke for the last time. I don't even have the capacity to love you as a best friend anymore. I don't have anymore love to pour out... I'm so empty.
I don't know where to go from here.