Ok, Whats the Dealio?!
OMG, I swear its like Life is one big happy funny joke aint it? I mean what the hell?! Ok, Im going to try to explain my situation as carefuly as I can. Weeks ago James gets word from a few sources that Ashley T has a Boyfriend. Well, Thats kinda put me in a bad mood, but I was like, "Whatever." I pretty much just got over it. Well one day I showed up on my day off and flirted w/her like a lot. Well, it made me think that I still had a chance with her because well, she said some nice ego boosting things. Plus when she had a chance to tell me that she had a boyfriend she never mentioned him. I thought, maybe everyone was wrong, or maybe they weren't but until she says other wise, to me she is single. So I continued to flirt. And then she went to Mexico. And thus started my 3 week, week. Which is to say my 1 week which felt like 3. I guess I really do like her a lot. Well Yesterday was the first day that I would get to see her since she left and I didnt get to talk to her for the begining of the day because she was in position and I was a 1 supervisor wrecking crew. Lemme tell you all about it. Monique called in sick for work. (Which is aceptable, but its tough for us) So Jamsey Pooperz took on Rapids by himself. Now, I have worked Rapids alone before. Things get done, and there is no stress. But that was for like 2-3 hours at the most when they needed my other Supervisor in Mainslides for a lunch or something. Well, Ellis decides to come that day and give an audit, so Robert calls me over the radio saying I need 3 or your leadguards. I was like, "...Robert yu know how badly thats gonna hurt me and Rapids side right?" Well needless to say he did know and I begged him to keep one or else things COULD NOT get rotated, and he let me. Well, aparently they had one of my leadguards doing the audit, and one doing mats... MATS!!!! What the fuck is their problem. No, in the case of a real emergency we would not be worried about doing mats, and fuck, WTF were all their leadguards doing?! Sorry, but thats what it was like for me... A lotf of stress and I was PISSED! But I held it in. A phrase I live by at Oakwood is, "Never let them see you bleed." So I dont. Well, I am so off the topic that Im a little embarrased. Heh this was meant to be about my day with Ashley. Well, After the whole stressful stuf, Robert calls and I tell him were pretty behind and he asks what he can do to help. I tell him to come on over and let me break. For those of you who do not already know, I was a savage breaker last year. The best in my opinion, and in many of the opinions of others. That is probbaly what got me the guarunteed job as a Supervisor. But anyways, I went and did some breaking and then they let us have calvin for a lunch, Robert left, James takers over again, things go well for a while, Noel takes over for my lunch, and James heads on over to the deli. LOL, I told Robert when he left Rapids side that I wouldn't mind going home today and we laughed cause hes always trying to send people home when theres too many people. But there was a lack so it was funny... lol nm. Well, I told him that if he gave me a lunch I was running away and not coming back. So on my lunch I walk into his office check my next day and said, "Ok, Robert see you Wednesday Im outa here!" He was like, "See you never if you do that." It was kinda humerous. Well, I go grab a sandwich at the deli, and come back and almost finish half when Heather walks by smiling looks me dead in the eyes and says, "Oh, hi Ashley", who is right behind her. I slam whats left of my sandwhich half into my mouth and jump outside of Robert's office to see her. Now try to imagine this scene. James jumps outa roberts office with his cheecks tightly packed with food and Ashley Turns around to ask him a question but cant get it out because we're both laughing! She asks the question a few seconds later and I signal for a little more time to swallow. I do and I help her change her schedual. I then walk her back to her position and then walk the rotation to bottom pool and when I pass by her position I kinda hide behind the tree, but she saw me (she was meant to BTW) and I try to sneak behind her, but she sees me so I run, and hide and she still sees me and I run back and fourth hiding and what not until I just walk over and sit on the stairs of floater 2 so we can talk. I asked her about Mexico and a few other things and like Tristan is at Troll, so every nowe and again she does something like a dance and we both laugh but he didnt see me and then somehow I guess he told her somethings about me liking her and so I was like, "Tristain have you been talking about me?!" He shakes his head a lot, and then I say, "Tristan we are going to have a long talk after work!" He was like, "Nooo!" It was good fun. But yeah I gotta talk with her for li e40 mins so I had a good day and was in high spirits for the rest of the day. Up to closing. I didnt really get closing done as quickly as I wanted to and Rapids was last so I got there just as they were walking up, and like I felt badly because she was at Rapids and like I kinda sorta forgot them a little when closing and then they walked back. I finished closing my side alone and walked back and at first I thought I was imagining things but there was Tom and Ashley talking. I walked by and Tom says rather loudly, "You have the worst type of boyfriend ever and a little before that I had heard, "...a highschool dropout who works at Jack in the Box..." So yeah that was later told to me that they were indeed talking about her BF and that she does have one. But shes never told me. The fact is a few seconds after Tom yelled it past me she got on him about saying it in front of me. I dont know what that is supposed to mean but one thing has more then been proven to me over the last few hours. I cant trust people to ask this stuff for me. I gotta do the rest myself. Im just going to ask her, and then ask why is she with someone who is such a different person then herself. I want to get a strait answer from her, and best case scenario, she was making up the Boyfriend so that Tom would quit hitting on her. Hehe, thats my optimist talking. Gotta go now, so I'll let you all go. I will finish most of my day later on today. LAter Bators.