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Thanks to HD and Courtney for the advice. Um. Something I might have forgotten to add, is that I have not been talking with LC. It will be 1 week thius Wed. Since the last time I talked with her. We didn't end this talking on bad terms, but I dunno, I dont really have a reason to call her, and if she doesn't want to call me to tell me shes being kicked out of her house, then thats fine. I mean damn its not like we're friends or anything. SHIT! What the hell is wrong with her? She doesn't fucking call, and its pissing me off. Whatever though, the reason I even brought her up, is because there is a connection between her and Ashley. Ashley and her were once really good friends, and Lynette even saw her the night that I told Lynette about her. Its weird how that stuff works... Well, Lynette told me things about her in an attempt to like turn me away from her. See For some reason Lynette still gets jealous everytime that I mention anouther girl around her. whether or not she says anything is beyond the point, but she does. She has admitted as much. Now thats not to say I dont get a lil jealous over the guys she talks about, but its still there with her. I mean she did not like me begining to feel for Rebecca, and shes never even met Rebecca, but she said, "I think you should stay the hell away from her." I was like... "Damn..." Well she said the same about Ashley T, which kinda bothers me, because like I kinda wanted Lynette's blessing in the matter, but now it doesnt really bother me that I dont have it. Anyways, Lynette has been an okay friend to me so Im not going to talk badly about her. If she would just rather talk to HD or anyone else, then me, then thats fine, but like I dont know why. DAMNIT! Well, I guess that the friendship between Ashley and Lynette can be summed up by saying, Ashley Pretty, Lynette not pretty. Sound good? All the guys liked Ashley and not so much Lynette. Lynettes jealousy grew, and people told Ashley that Lynette said some bad things about her. Ashley gets mad and they fight, Lynette and her dont talk and then they are okay, and never good friends again. See, fun stuff. Lynette says that she cant think of someone she would rather me like less then, which was crazy cuz I started naming off people like, "You would rather me date Racheal Jacobs?! You would rather me date Monique?!" Yeah she would rather either of the two. Sounds to me like she just cant let me go, even though Im offa her. See, she always turn these things around on me. "James, you need to get over me because we cant be friends when ur not over me..." Seems to me like Im the only oine that is over either of us. Whatever. Im better off the way I am now. Gonna ask her out, hopefully she will say yes, and maybe she will become part of the gang and what not. Wouldnt that be great, James having a GF? Then I tell myself, you have no realistic chance with her, but I try not to listen to that side too much. I hate that side... Anyways, if I do go out with her, Lynette will learn to accept it, or we wont really be friends. Thats just how it has to go. See Ashley has never just ignored me for a few weeks... Write back with advice on this pickle okay?
- James
- James