Um... Ok
Well today was kinda one of those... bad days, thats turn okay days... that turn out... not too good but it was a day. Well at least yesterday was... its not today anymore cause its like 3:00... Damn gotta get into my regular sleeping habits again. Well, Friday night I went to bed with a fatty eye ache and sleeping did not help. I awoke with a fucking swollen eye and was like, "GODAMNIT!!!" for those of you who do not know, I love to fucking work even more then I like to just hang out with friends. I love work... LOVE IT! Well, I put in my contacts anyways, trying to convince myself that I could deal with the pain, and like half an hour of excruciating pain later, I folded. No one can take that kinda pain not to mention the thought of driving to work without my sunglasses that Friggin Sarah has. Well, I called up HD telling her I could not take her, and called up Robert leaving a message, which he returned hours later while I was asleep. I was angry at myself. So im making a proclamation right now! I will not use my contacts until I am friggin sure that my eyes have fully healed. Like I have had more pain with them in the last month then like almost all other tiems of my life combined. (I say almost because I have had corneal ulcers which are... well lets put it this way, my roadrash incident while painful was like a mere scratch compared to a severed limb which would be my eye ulcers... not fun at all..." Well, because stupid over here (myself) used his contacts till p[retty late friday night I could not work and really think I let Robert down whcih was not on my list of things to do. In fact, it was on my list of things NOT to do. I really want to make a name for myself there so that everyone knows and loves me, but I'll be damned if I do so by calling in sick to work on special days... Grrrr... Well, after I re awoke, I read my book, qand got like 30 pages done when Tom called. I really enjoy talking to him since breaking down Thursday night and Dont anybody cap on him unless u wanna see my fabled temper rise... Well, he had to go and I had to poop, so I used the restroom and came back to see that someone else called. It was good 'ol Lynette. So I call her back and talk for awhile bout stuff and mention the hockey game. She wants me to meet her prom date being that he and I are very much alike, and I siggested the Hockey game being that I was not going to play this game and would spectate only. Well, all she needed was her parents permission and had it been anyone else that might have been easy. Well, she called back later around like 7:30 my "supposed" departure time and said that her parents wanted to meet me before she could start "going out" (even as friends) with me. Well, suffice to say this was one of those days I always expected, but never really was looking forward to. Told her I could be "pretty" and over there in ten minutes but we both decided it would be better if I came later when her family was not having dinner. The time would be just after 8, and I would be there. Nervous about what to wear in order to make a good impression, I went into my mountains of clothes (I swear this part is going to sound so fucking gay... but ow well) I looked from outfit to outfit thinking, "Should I wear this? Its rather tight, or this one... no thats too loose, dont want them to think im a gangster... no this one is red, no not blue either... go with green, its neutral..." Well, I finally decided to go with my green shirt, khaki shorts, and a greenish plaid shirt over my tight green AE one. Combed my hair, polished my glasses, and since I had already shaved, I did not need to do that. Tied up my shoes and was on my way just before 8 o clock. Arrived there just after 8, and I quickly crunched some tick-tacks realizing I had not brushed my teeth after dinner, and rang the doorbell... Now for those of you who do not know, Lynettes parests hate me... Love Matt, but hate me like the plague... I cant say why being that I only saw her father for the first time like a week ago, and only met her mother like once. But I guess once Lynette told them she was out with me pulling the first name from her head and since then, if something went wrong in the Colepepper residence, blame James... I had a big reputation to prove different, and I had my work cut out for me. Eric answeres the door, (oh how i hoped it would have been Lynette) and says, "My moms in a bad mood... just a warning." Im thinking oh damnit... Well I ask if I should take off my shoes, and that I got a no to, so I just walked in as they were finishing up. I had an okay time Dying eggs, and LYnette kept shooting me affirmative glances when I said the right things, and mouthing things like, "Your doing good..." Over 2 hours later realizing I had missed the game I left and with a quick hug I was gone, feeling better, but wondering what they woulod say about me tomarrow... or today... Whatever. Bryan came over so that we could try and sort whats going on in both our lives and left around 1 or something. He had work in the morning and I may have church... dont really wanna go, but hell, thats life. Wondering what is in store for me thins summer, as well as who awaits for me with an answer when i return to school. did I ever say life was slowing down in my last blurty...? Heh... fat chance eh? Life always moves too fast to do anything but watch sometimes, and I must say, while I have many things to curse God about going on, I still have many things to be thankful for... Hey wait a second, wrong holiday! I have many things to be Easter for... Much better...? Ok, this is getting a little wierd minds starting to fail so Im gonna finish. Peace all thanks for reading leave me some feedback...
- J
- J